Friday, December 19, 2008
well everyone say the "old" fadzli no longer exist..no one know my background except my close friend as well as my syg..i was born to be a what people call,anak soleh...i stuck in arabic school when i was primary 1..People say arabic school can teach us the right path and do the right thing,however i am different..i create nonsence,and was call as troublemaker!..All the teachers treat me differently..Can say BIAS!! when come to study,i was left behind..and end up i faill everything...they did not care of my result and i had to retain when i was in primary 4..no words could express the secret agony of my soul..I continue creating trouble and end up been "expel"...i thought my future was ruin..i stay at home for almost one year without going to school..However.MOE,gave me a chance to came back for school and i stuck at marsiling primary..nothing change me..i continue to create trouble until i get cane a few times....worse still i mix with bad company until i get caught by police a few times..And my name was recorded at the police file..haizz..my mum did not gave up on me and keep advise me but i disgrace her as i involve in heavy crime when i was in sec 1..i really make my parent dissapointed and the case was dragged until i sec 4...i almost gone to boys home as i had many police record but luckily they gave me a fucking last chance..i really shocked as i get the chance to change myself..with my mum and my teacher plus friend support...i change slowly..step by step until came to the day that everyone was proud of me..When i was told that i was one out of the few pupil who came as a top student in the N level result..happiness was written all over my face..like a dream came true!!! who say people can`t change to better..i really make my parents proud now...whenever i want to do a bad thing,i always thing of my mother..i do not want her to cry again...never and that it..fullstop!!! People always say that what "ilmu"i use to achieve in academic result..honestly i can say that practice make perfect and most importantly,we must believe in ourself and we must bear in our mind that nothing is impossible..
